Things that happen around me...

He's coming home=)

2012-01-20T17:57:00.000-08:00

He's coming home, he's coming home.. Tell the world he's coming home!!! Hahaha~~ I will meet my brother in least than 10hours...Haven't really meet him for the past 3 years( Skye doesn't considered).. I'm sure he got many things to do when he's back.. meet up with old friends and also hang out at mamak stalls.. That's what he likes the most.. haha!! I can also claim my presents for the past 3 years.. haha!!! My best Chinese new year because all my family members are around.. We can finally snap a family picture=)

Manicure and pedicure=)

2012-01-08T18:41:00.000-08:00

Since my cousin sister managed to get a discount for the treatment plus she sponsored us a little so why not!!! Let's do pedicure and manicure at Penang!!! hahaha~~ I did it with my cousin sister.. Just both of us.. While dear, jojo and another cousin sister waiting for us, they went to have yummy food without us!!

Is actually dark green if you see nicely.. cause when i asked my mum, she said why i choose black.. I like this colour.. nice=)

Planned to use green too but totally banned by my cousin sister.. And since i hate pink, so my cousin sister and dear chose blue for me.. Not that bad.. At least i know what colour suits me... haha!!!

Yummy yummy!!!!

2011-12-18T05:14:00.000-08:00

Can you imagine that you need to wake up at 5am just to eat this? lol.. This is nice.. Seriously the best ever.. Maybe for Teluk intan la... haha!!! I can actually buy it at some kopitiam so that i don't need to wake up so early but that's the thrill... LOL.. Anyone want to tag along.. Seriously, woke up at 5am really very fun!!!

Goodbye STPM, goodbye high school!!!

2011-12-14T18:33:00.000-08:00

Oh Gosh, can you believe it.. STPM is over.. That means I'm free!!! Before exam, i always think where to go after my exam.. I want to go for holiday, hang our with friends and enjoy to the max!!! But after my exam, i found out things aren't the same as what i thought before.. Is it maybe I'm worrying my results or everyone are busying finding or preparing for their jobs and also new life? Does that mean we're going our own way and not to hang out anymore like what we used to be? HOWEVER, think at the bright side, I finally GRADUATED from high school... If life is like a song then I'll sing it, if life is a game I'm sure I'm gonna play it, if life is a challenge I'll face it with my best condition and if life is love then I'm sure i gonna enjoy it!!! So people out there, enjoy your life to the fullest but to enjoy we need money.. So, I'm searching high and low for jobs... Any recommendation??? I'm so desperate for jobs in order for me to travel... aww..

The Benefits of having great family!!!

2011-11-24T04:19:00.000-08:00

Well, let's see what's the benefits of having great parents?? I don't believe professional athletes should be role models.. I also believe parents should be role models because i wish i could be like my parents.. I also feel grateful to have such a wonderful parents and also siblings.. They make my life meaningful and I'm proud to be one of the family members in my family...

Firstly, my parents!!! My daddy and mummy never felt tired taking care of me and my brothers.. They never complain or throw their temper to us.. Sometimes I'm quite bad tempered and use all the words that could hurt them but they never blame me at all... And lately, I'm quite tensed with my STPM but whenever I'm in the room with them, they always have their ways to make me smile and happy.. Especially my mum, I'm closer with her compared to my dad because my dad will chase us out from the room because he wants to sleep.. And then, my mum will go to my room and talk to me.. I'll share whatever with her... I liked to hear those problems i caused to them during my childhood.. I feel so happy to be loved.. That's the feeling i could not get from others..

Next, my big brother... He's 7 years older than me and he went to Royal Military College when he's form 1.. That means I'm only 6 years old.. But i still remember how he and my second brother bullied me.. I don't have the chance to play barbie doll because all my barbie doll's head will be destroy by both of them.. So, i can only play gun and also WWF with them.. haha!!! But yet, i enjoyed it very much.. he also look so fierce and I'm afraid of him.. Once he yelled I'm sure I'm gonna cry!! But, he speaks super soft with his girlfriend.. lol.. i also call him abang gemuk and play with his tummy... hahaha!! But now i miss his voice and also his angry face.. But dont worry, You're coming back from UK next year!!! Yeah~~~

This is my cool second brother... He's like a worm in my body.. He can know everything about me even i haven't tell him anything... Since i have a fierce brother, i also have a gentle brother to make it balance right? haha!! Whenever i got scolded by my big brother and cried, my second brother will make me happy by buying me ice cream... Everytime i take my results like UPSR, PMR and SPM, he also will come and support me but ended up i always also cry and he hugged me!! so sweet... He also will buy me anything i want if he can afford.. Like lee hom's album!!hahaha~~

Lastly, is ME.. the naughty girl in the family... I'm happy because everyone treats me like princess le.. haha!!! I also "fat mang chan" but they also didn't blame me.. haha!!! I'm also the weirdo in the family... both of my brothers did well in all their examination but me.. haiz... When both of my brothers get lower than top 3 in the class, my mum will scold them but me, i get 20something in the class yet she did not scold me.. BECAUSE they love me!!! haha~~ jk jk... If i have the chance to choose, i will choose to be in this family because no one will love me so much like them and i also love them too=)

Great memories!!!!

2011-10-25T06:32:00.001-07:00

Friendship doubles our joy and divides our grief!!!! Such a good memories that i will never forget for the rest of my life... An enjoyable and meaningful outing with ming qiu, michelle and wei jane.. The night before our trip to sunway lagoon, Wei jane and ming qiu slept at my house and i disturbed them the whole night.. Whenever they wanna sleep, i will ask them "hey, you guys sleep already ar"... And they will be very mad because they are quite sleepy... We played and joke around until almost midnight before we really doze out... haha!!!

I brought them to 4 seasons restaurant... Ming qiu was enjoying her drink at the restaurant.. Yummy yummy!!!

We have been trying so hard just to snap this picture... we tried many times till finally we chose the best picture... There is a path for us to clean ourselves before we go to the beach.. Along the path, there's was music playing and 4 of us dance like nobody business... Gosh, it was fun but a little weird when people looking at us... haha!!!

A picture after we changed our clothes and ready to have fun.. Don't know what's wrong with the picture.. Extra small... haha!!!

Say "cheese"... We even sat at the floor to have our lunch because it was crowded.. We also had a small competition among ourselves when we played the carpet game at the water park.. Michelle knew very well about this game because she always be the last one due to some reasons whether is because of technique or weight problem? haha!!

Whoa!!! This was exciting man... 360 degree was like HELL NO!!! We shouted as if we have been slaughtered.. LOL... Seriously, i think I'm actually searching for my heart after i came down.. haha!!! Well, maybe a little exaggerate...

Friendship 4-eva!!!

Last picture before we started to play.. How i wish to bring my camera along to capture all the memories..

A drink at Sunway pyramid... It cost us almost RM50 for these three cups...

i hope we could go to sunway lagoon again but maybe this time we can go at a larger group of friends... I'm sure we're going to enjoy it very much!!! A true friend is the greatest of all blessings,and that we take the least care to acquire!!!

nice song=)

2011-10-21T18:19:00.000-07:00

Like this song so much!!! Such a meaningful lyrics... How i wish it can be apply in real life... He's still so handsome and cute even he"s 30+++ hehe!!!

Yi shan yi shan liang jing jing liu xia sui yue de hen ji

Wo de shi jie de zhon yi ran hai shi ni
Yi nian yi nian you yi nian fei shi jin zai yi zhuan yan
Hui yi yong yuan bu gai bian shi bu ting de gai bian

*
Wo bu xiang cong qian de zi ji ni ye you dian bu xiang ni
Dan zai yo yan zhong ni de xiao yi ran de mei li
Zhe ci zhi neng wang qian zou yi ge fang xiang shun shi zhong
Bu zhi dao hai yao duo jiu suo yi yao rang ni dong

[Chorus]
Wo yi ran ai ni jiu shi wei yi de tui lu
Wo yi ran zhen xi shi shi ke ke de xing fu
Ni mei ge hu xi mei ge dong zuo mei ge biao qing
Dao zui hou yi ding hui yi ran ai ni

Yi ran ai ni yi ran ai ni

Repeat *

Repeat Chorus

Yi ran ai ni yi ran ai ni

Wo yi ran ai ni huo xu shi ming zhong zhu ding
Duo nian zhi hou ren he ren dou wu fa dai ti
Na xie shi guang shi wo zhe yi bei zi zui mei hao de
Na xie hui yi yi ran wu fa wang ji

Repeat Chorus

Ni mei ge hu xi mei ge dong zuo mei ge biao qing
Dao yong yuan yi ding hui yi ran ai ni

Humanity or the sign for doomsday??

2011-10-21T05:40:00.000-07:00

When we are dealing with people, remember we are not dealing with creatures of logic but creatures of emotion!! But can't we see that human are lacking of humanity and turning into a beast... Is this one of the signs that doomsday is just around the corner or is this because we as a mere human acting like a beast hurting someone who we love? Should we blame ourselves of should me blame on the doomsday?

For an example, this baby was born less than 24hours and she was killed and slashed by her mother who was only 16 years old.. If she don't have the intention to take care of the baby, why must she suffer for 9months just to deliver the baby and kill her? Don't you think this is so cruel and heart aching?

Next, a 19 year old girl throw her own baby from the second floor of her apartment? Why must she did that? Don't she feel sorry for the baby as the baby is innocent.. Is this one of the signs of doomsday in Islam beliefs?

Lastly, the hottest news.. A 2 year old girl ran over by van and being ignored by 18 bystanders.. In a society who is selfish, money driven, competitive, ruthless and without remorse that caused such thing to happen... I felt like crying after seeing this and wondered how could the 18 bystander ignored the kid.. What if their children is being ignored.. Is a life.. Nobody stopped or even called ambulance to help her.. And now, she's with god and i hope the one who ignored this little girl will get the punishment that they deserved..

Money money!!!

2011-10-07T05:27:00.000-07:00

Money money!!! I'll let you guess how much is it? haha!! This is the amount of money that me and my dear save for 4months... Everyday we put 2 50cents and now we have rm250... We planned to use the money for our holiday after stpm .. Even is not alot but at least it supports half of our flight ticket.. haha!!!

Therefore, we decided not to use the money until we really need it badly... That means i need to work hard in order for me to go for holiday.. Pulau perhentian, sibu, korea and many more.. Wait for me to print my money and let them dry k? lol...

This is the cow shaped piggy bank... haha!!! Filled with 50cents and is very heavy.. Seriously... Now we got to say goodbye to this piggy bank because we had open a joined account at a real bank... haha!!

Souvenir!!!!

2011-09-04T05:05:00.000-07:00

Mummy and daddy is back with souvenirs... haha!!! Yepi!!! Without them for 3weeks.. aww!!!

The best souvenirs that i like... A Louis Vuitton's beg and a long champ... haha!!! Nice!!!!

These are the perfumes that mummy bought from Germany and London.. My brother told me that Lady Gaga used the heart breaker perfume... Lame!!! I wonder who will believe the person who sold this perfume...

Lastly, ManU's jersey!!! The white one is mine and the black want is for my noobie dear... The white one is the jersey for the last summer match while the black want is the T-shirt when the players wore for training... haha!!! I'm going to UK soon.. ( My soon is 2013)... lol...

A short trip to Penang!!!

2011-09-03T02:58:00.000-07:00

A sudden trip to Penang.. Thanks to my cousin... Called me when im visiting my malay teacher's house... haha!! but i own self also got the intention to go to penang too... haha!!!

A pic with jacklyn Victor at Gurney mall... haha!!! She's buying stuffs at MAC's shop...

Free candy..yeah!!!

High tea at Clinic cafe... yummy yummy... We planned to sit at the wheelchair but ended up sitting at the operation room.. haha!!!

Cool!!!

Pic with cousie and the menu...

say cheese~~~~

Yummy yummy... french toast with lemonade drink...

Facts!!!

2011-08-20T04:59:00.000-07:00

What is love? Love is an emotion of strong affection and personal attachment.. In philosophical context, love is a virtue representing all of human kindness,compassion and affection...

Let's see what 10 things that guys wish us to know:

1) Calling you on the phone does not mean what you think it means.

2) You're much prettier without makeup.

3) when you act giggly, its seriously embarrassing.

4) Gossiping, whispering and writing notes makes you on look beyond shallow.

5) Boys worry about what you think of their hair, skin, weight and also clothes.

6) PMS is not an excuse for everything.

7) Talking about your 'big' body is so boring.

8) Tight clothes look uncomfortable, cheap, and sort of desperate and insecure.

9) Most boys are looking for the right girl.

10) If you like him just tell him.

BUT!!! Let's see what girls think guys should know...

1) Don't ever lie to us!!! We always find out..

2) You don't have PMS, so don't act like you know what it's like.. Don't try to
understand.. Believe me you will never will..

3) We are self-conscious by nature, we can't help it..

4) We are drama queens, never forget that!!

5) Understand how to keep women happy with you..

6) Saying something sweet might get you off the hook, doing something sweet
will always get you off the hook..

7) We don't like it when u act MR EGO...

8) If you did something wrong or even if you didn't, apologize..

9) Don't make bets about us, we always find out.. You may think we don't know
but we DO!!

10) We will always think we are fat so humor us and tell us we are not...

Agree with these statement?

Family day!!!

2011-08-05T05:15:00.000-07:00

Is Family Day!!!!! Family are like fudge... Sweet with some nuts... haha!!! I think something is wrong with me when i told them that I'll cook dinner and lunch for my parents!!! Firstly, we went to TF Value Mart to buy food and also fruits.. For lunch, we're planned to do chicken salad while dinner i'll cook Cina fried rice with scallop and french fries... Yummy yummmy!!!

Mummy cutting the mango for the chicken salad!! Careful o.. hehe<3

Daddy preparing the pineapple for chicken salad too!!! Well, since my might cut the pineapple into less than half at the end, my dad came to rescue... whoa!!! I'm incharge to fry the popcorn chicken....=)

This is the chicken salad made by my parents and me!!! hehe~~~ Well, dear did help a little by preparing apple juice for us!!! Yummy yummy!!

Loving old couple... haha!!! Mummy, be careful with your knife o... hahaha!!!

Dinner time!!! Three fried rice with vegie and one without vegie.. Well, of course, mine is without the vegetables... Daddy say taste nice le... haha!!! Anyone wanna try?? lol...

Noobie dear with the food... hey... u block the nuggets and scallops>.< hehe!!!<3..

This might not the big things but we do enjoy it.. Even is a small things but someday when i looked back i'll realize that's a huge thing in my life... I LOVE MY FAMILY!!!

F-father

A-and

M-mother

I- i

L-love

Y-you!!!

Champion!!!!

2011-07-08T19:02:00.000-07:00

Can u believe it!!! Saint Anthony is the champion for both category of Tiec competition... Well, Tiec stands for Teens In Environmental Corporation... This is the first year we join this competition and thank god.. All our hard work pays.. Just a little unhappy because we could not get overall champion which made us stunned for a few minutes when they announce us as the first runner up for the overall project.. How can we get second when we won both of the project.. weird!!!!

Group picture with the teachers and the special guest(my mummy)... She always give comments when we and the other school present so i think she's the uninvited judges which gave good comments.. haha!!! she should be the judge..lol!!!

The four girls~~~ haha!!! Xin rou and me got to stand one step higher than them in order to be same tall with them>.<.. What to do.. we are mere human not like them.. Giraffe gen!! hahahha!!!

A relax picture before we start the Project B presentation!!!

We are from SAINT ANTHONY CORPORATION!!!!

Prize giving ceremony=)

Group photo with all the contestants from other schools,judges and all the helpers for this competition..!! A great experience and worth joining if u guys have the chance...

Stupid Fella!!!!

2011-06-24T04:05:00.001-07:00

How come there is such an idiot people driving around the town!!! Trying to U-turn when you're not supposed to do so and then bang someone... Ya!! the someone is my MOTHER!!!!! That idiot caused my mum in accident.... If you don't know how to drive according to the rules then just F***ed off.... You're not hurting yourself but you also hurt others... Yet, u still got face wanna report police.. so call din't report you can't claim your insurance and try to blame my mum when it's not her fault!!! What she have is witness... You're died~~~~ BUT, he still escape even it's his fault.. Din't even get "saman'... I wonder where is JUSTICE??? U just get away easily and my mummy who suffers.. Don't blame me if i curse u because u deserved it!!!!

One day trip to pangkor!!!

2011-06-10T21:30:00.000-07:00

Yepi!!! One day trip to Pangkor with family~~~ Can't wait to play at the beach.. Wanna build sand castle... hehehe!!!

Me and dear!!! P/s: I'm not that short actually.. Is because of the angle.. hahaha!!!

My noobie brother posing at the jetty while waiting for the ferry to arrived!!!

One of the tourists spot!!! My dad used to tell me that here got a very huge snake but when i go there the aunty say already RIP.. hahaha~~~

Picture of abang with the dragon... Acting betul.. haha!!!

A picture without me because i lazy to climb... so tiring la.. lol~~~

Me and noobie dear~~

Yummy yummy lunch near the beach!!! so tempting... Can give it a try o...LOL..

Water!!! Imagine we're at the beach at 12 NOON!!! So damn hot but yet very enjoy~~~

haha!!!

The art work of Mr Gary Lim... LOL.. But i also got contribute a bit by lending him my spec=)

My daddy busy eating... Say "cheese"..

Last destination before we go back... Someone bought me a mini fan with pooh pooh's pic on it.. Guess who is it?? hehehe!!!

Picture in the ferry.. Bye bye Pangkor Island!!! I'll be back~~~hahahahaha!!!

Trip to Cameron=)

2011-06-08T18:18:00.001-07:00

The view of Cameron=) Not that cooling compared to last time...

Pic with ah boy.. my cousin call him potato because he smell like one.. hahaha!!!!

Yummy deserts from strawberry moments... A shop where sells all strawberry deserts... even the ice cream...

Strawberry with waffle...

Mc, aloy and me at the central market....

Bharat Teh farm....

Smoke house...

Famous food at the smoke house... scones=) yummy yummy~~

The strawberry jam and the cream was given to eat with the scones...

The largest strawberry farm=) U can pick and cut your own strawberry but its quite expensive... lol... me, shyn and little peroro!!!!

Mother's Day Celebration!!!

2011-05-31T18:23:00.000-07:00

Whoa!! It been ages since i upload my blog... Too busy with exam and things that happened around me.. hehe!!! My first trip to Kl since last year... So excited.. Besides celebrating Mother's Day, i also went there to pray... This is the temple near Petaling Street.. My cousin told me that once you pray at that temple you will get excellent results... Well, no harm trying what.. (p/s: Even u prayed u still need to study..) haha!!!

U saw the red papers on top of the table? That's the timetable for those who came and pray.. Imagine how true it is until people from other states came just to pray.. haha!! Maybe they prefer to let god's promises to shine on their problems....

After that, we went to Central Market.. It is a cultural shopping centre so it will be a tourists spot too... It is famous with their cultural celebration, merchandise and also heritage sites!!!

Central Market is host to several traditional festivals such as Hari Raya, Chinese New Year and also Deepavali.. This is the China Street.. During Chinese New Year the bazaar filled with Chinese treats as well as costumes for sale.. For the rest of the year Central Market supports local contemporary arts by hosting art exhibitions!!!

This guy is from Arab!! He came here since last 3 years if I'm not wrong.. Don't really understand his English.. haha!!!

These are all his products.. Nice and cheap.. But it actually take a long time and hard work to finished them.. Really salute him=)

The party started!!! Yummy yummy steamboat.. Supposed we need to prepare everything but ended up all the mothers doing our job.. But at least i do help abit...

Pic with my bro and mummy...

Looks like a cake.. actually is jelly.. Quite nice...

Second Jelly cake for all the mothers!!!

This is the beg that i bought.. Let u guess how much is this beg... Hint: Expensive than my mum's beg(SACHS)... haha!!!

Tanjung Karang!!!

2011-04-29T05:08:00.000-07:00

Yepi yepi!!! Family trip to Tanjung Karang!!! Never been there before... hehe... The journey just takes around 1 and the half hour nia.. I slept the whole journey...=)

My handsome daddy... say "cheese".. haha... very hot hor?? pity pity=)

Pam the tyres before start our journey... Go go go... wanna have fun to the max!!!

Pic with my noobie dear=)

This is the purpose we went to Tanjung Karang... nice right the writing?? But my writing nicer le... haha!!! My dad wrote them even he didn't even know how to read chinese... haha!!!

We need to write 3 books and each books got 200 pages of the chinese words in order to get the buddha statue... And need to finished them in 3 months... nice? So heavy till need two people to take it.. haha!!! My daddy geng le?? haha!!! well, the main purpose not because of the statue, is because each words we write we are actually praying that our world will not have disaster!!!

Tanjung Karang quite similar to Sungai Tiang!!! Famous with seafood=) some even purposely drive to Tanjung Karang just to buy the fresh seafood!!!

ARGH!!!

2011-04-22T05:44:00.000-07:00

What is wrong with the line!! Darn.. I can't even log in to ebuddy... Waited 15 minutes also cannot... YER!!!! Something is wrong with my computer or is the line problem.. i wondered!! hate it la.. I wanna update my blog, wanna on ebuddy so that my mummy can chat with my "abang gemuk".. wanna play SDO and most important i wanna watch "ONLY YOU" final episode... ARGH!!!

Super 2011=)

2011-03-20T04:55:00.000-07:00

This was my second year joining SUPER for basketball and it going to be my last year too=(

As usual, we do really enjoyed very much in this competition even we did not managed to win.. I went for the competition during school holiday and some might think that I'm wasting my holiday just for this competition but as for me, i felt that time that i enjoy wasting is not wasted!! i enjoy the whole process.. We must enjoy the little things as for one day you may look back and realised they were the big things=)

These are my awesome team mates!!! Let me introduce them to you!! haha.. starting from the first row from left to right( ming qiu, xiao ting, xing er and su zhen).. As for the second row (ah boon, joe yee, yo earn, jin fern, one of the officer from kontinjen hilir perak, me, jia xin, hui min and xiao fen)!!!

Proud to say, these are all the old people... The last year for us.. sobs=(

Our group photo with our coach...

Let you guess who is this... You might know it if you saw the SUPER pictures in 2009... haha!! just for your information, she just break the last 2 years record... hahahaha!!!

This was snapped when we order our dinner at Marry Brown... Nice combination right??? haha!!!

My production.. haha!!! pity jin fern, being bullied by me and joe yee or we have been bullied by them?? haha!! But for sure, last 2 years I've been pampered by the seniors but this year I've been bullied by the juniors.. Pity me... hahaha!!

Memories~~~~

A group photo with Kerian before we leave the hostel!!! For me, i would live life fully while I'm here.. Experience everything... Take good care of myself and also people around me... Have fun, be crazy and enjoy the process... Take the opportunity to learn from my mistakes and try to solved them... Don't try to be perfect just be an excellent example of being human=)

Family Outing=)

2011-03-13T05:05:00.001-07:00

Family outing to IPOH!!! Yeah~~~ firstly, we go and have breakfast at the famous shop.. Imagine how famous it is because i need to wait for half an hour..=(

Yummy yummy=) but hor at the end we eat until need to divide geh because too full already.. haha!!!

The front view of Gua Kek Lok Tong=)

What a nice creation.. really amazed!!!

Kuan yin!!

Nice le the waterfall... very cooling and relaxing...=)

Second destination... Ling Sen Tong Temple=)

The front view of the temple...

See, curi makan la... haha!!!

The god of matchmaker... haha!!

The four king... That's what my dad told me but i don't really understand what's that!!! haha!!

Last destination!!! Kellie's Castle..This mansion has a Moorish architecture with rooms designed for Kellie's wife (Agnes smith) with a living hall, a place of worship, A flat rooftop to cater for parties and an elevator half completed....

The front view of the castle=)

The narrow and dark path supposed to be place where Kellie Smith place all his wine... This room have been closed in 2003 for safety purpose but some said that because this place is HAUNTED!!!

This supposed to be the living hall=)

The stairs to the second floor...

The view for the highest floor.. Really cool le... with all the haunted stories where people will see Kellie's spirit wondering around the house.. And they also saw hie daughter playing along the corridor!!!!

New Experience=)

2011-03-11T06:51:00.000-08:00

This is my first physiotherapy treatment=) Well, the reason why i will go to hospital for treatment is because my left hand got problem.. Before i start this treatment, the doctor do an experiment where my left hand can support only 11kg while my right hand can support 25kg... That means my left hand very weak and i can't take heavy stuffs.. Will feel very pain...

This was my first treatment... Got to dip my hand into the waxing machine for 7times.. For the first time you will feel very hot and your hand will be very numb but later on it will be alright=) haha~~

Then, i need to cover my hand for 20minutes=) You know what, when i was undergoing the treatment, i could see many patients who are 100times worse than me... I still remembered that i saw a little girl.. Just 9 month old and she's one of the deform child with a shorter hand and 2 fingers only... If you saw that child I'm sure you gonna sob...Take my words!!! She can't even walk properly... She will fall when she start walking...But she didn't even give up.. So do her parents!!! haiz=( As people used to say, be grateful for the home and everything you have, knowing that at this moment, all you have is all you need!!!

This was my second treatment... Since i told the doctor that the waxing treatment made my hand gone worse, he tried a new one.. The ultrasound treatment.. Not the scanning want o.. Don't misunderstand.. This want is they will put gel on my hand then rub my hand for a few minutes...

After the ultrasound treatment, i got to exercise this to built my strength back... this is the simplest one but yet i still feel that i can't do it... So tiring and my hand so pain=( Never mind, i will work harder to cure my hand.. I consider as the fortune one compare to others..Maybe God wants me to meet a few wrong people before knowing how to be grateful for the gift!!! AZA AZA=)

Must watch!!!

2011-02-20T00:27:00.000-08:00

A movie that everyone must watch!! This movie roughly is about a team of explorers get trapped in a complex underground cave after a storm.. It tells about how a professional diver (frank) and his son(josh) determined to get out from the cave safely and for the others they chose to sacrifice themselves in order not to delay the time and some were racing towards the freedom and being selfish... It is a touching and adventurous movie!!

One of the explorer (Victoria).. Carl's girlfriend.. Being very stubborn and snobbish... Very very bad ending for her... Her hair was stucked at the clip of the rope when she starting to became nervous.. Her skull peeled out and she decided to use knife to cut it off... EWWW!! if u watched that u felt like puking man.. i meant it!! R.I.P!!!

This is frank and josh.. His dad also died at the end.. so pity... A sharp rock stabbed in his lungs after a fight with carl... It makes him have difficulty in breathing!! So, josh got to end his dad's suffer by drowning him... =( I remembered when i watched this part, i cried and my tears dropped on a noobie's hand beside me and he asked "why my hand is wet"...lol.. noob but i love him... a great experience =)

This is one of the scenes in the movie.. Diving to find ways to get out from the cave!!

scene#2=) So cool right... haha!!

*reminder: 9 out of 10 girls came out sobbing after the movie.. so girls.. prepare your tissue with you ok?? haha!!!

Valentine's day=)

2011-02-14T19:26:00.000-08:00

" Love is a like fire".. Whether it is going to warm my heart or burn down my house which i can never tell.. But for now.. It warms my heart to the max!!! Thanks for the night and all the preparation that you have made...

This is the first year i celebrated valentine with you.. (so obviously.. lol.. noob la me).. But i hope we could celebrate valentine's day next year, next next year and so on=) The secret to happiness is not in doing what one likes to do, but liking what one had do!!!

These are the gifts that you've given to me.. Not the money that matters.. It is the heart that it counts.. I told you before that i like to eat that kind of chocolate and you purposely bought it for me after you have fetch me home... This shows how much you really care about me.. And also the bracelet.. Really like it alot..haha!! muakz=) And also the failed surprise.. First time I knew that fireworks can become one of the valentine's day present.. Something special actually... I like it so much even though we managed to see the firework when We're on the way to the destination and your surprise no longer surprise anymore when i found it out.. LOL...

Love is a promise, love is a souvenir, once given never forgotten, never let it disappear=) The six most important words i wanna tell you is : I admit i made alot of mistakes...

The five important words is : You did a good job..

The four important words is : I am very sorry..

The three important words is : I love you=)

The two important words is : Thank you..

The one important word is : Forever!!!

Last year as teenager=)

2011-02-11T03:44:00.000-08:00

My last year as teenager.. aww... I'm turning 20 next year!! My family is a heaven heartless world... Actually i didn't really plan to make a birthday party but because it was my special day, my dad decided to do a party and have fun!! When i look at my life, the greatest happiness are family happiness... Love daddy and mummy to the max=)

My special present by someone special.. Lol.. Im surprised when i actually saw this cake... As you guys know, I like pooh pooh very very much.. So, it meant a lot for me and of course it is from you.. hehe=) thanks and i like it soo much!!!

Picture with 3 elderly.. (Katrin, yuen lee and fiona)..LOL..This is because they're not teenager anymore... Not like me still little girl.. hahaha!! I'm sure they will smack me when they saw this..

Yummy yummy!! I wondered whose leg it that... busy bbq-ing.. haha!! oh ya.. i would like to thanked the guys for preparing food for us.. Girls just need to say what we want to eat and then the guys will prepared them.. LOL.. so gentleman ya.. hahaha!!

My cool friends!! lol... (Jinx, mary, chia ling, liz. ming qiu, kristina, michelle, xin rou, sit teng, su yin, ming man, nicole, esther and lastly of course the birthday girl la..) hahaha!! Really had a lot of fun meeting my old friends and start gossiping.. Discussing who will marry first... Should do it again someday... LOL... Friendship isn't a big thing but is million little things.. love ya♥

Whoa.. surrounded by guys hur?? hahaha!!! (Tuck yew, melvin, mun choon, ah lim, ah teh, ze zian, chee hooi and eng heng)... Thanks for coming and help to prepare the food ya... The language of friendship is not words but meaning!!! haha!! I would like to thank you form the bottom of my heart but for my heart has no bottom=)

Chinese New Year=)

2011-01-28T00:50:00.000-08:00

Can’t believed that we’re celebrating Chinese New year in 5 more days!!! Yepi yepi… Can’t wait for the reunion dinner with family and relatives.. Play along with cousins and collect many many angpau.. haha!!! Ok.. stop about the cny thingy. Now I wanna especially thanked the 3 friends of mine for their cny cards!! The wishes and the cards are awesome.. I'm surprised when I actually received them..

Firstly, I would like to thank my mirror/sifu.. Willy loh.. You’re the first one that I received the Cny card from.. I would like to thank you from the bottom of my heart, but for you my heart has no bottom.. hahaha!!!

And i will send the regards and wishes to the others also o.. hahaha!!

The next person is kinda weird for me.. Cause he is like my twin brother.. Which means we have the same interest,same post in school and also almost the same attitude.. He is the first guy I’ve talked to in the camp and the closest want.. He taught me that, don’t wait for people to be friendly, You should teach them how!!!

My twin brother dawson goh… He even sent me his school badge.. So nice of him… LOL… I’ll send mine later ya.. pai seh o… hahaha!!

I believed truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave and impossible to forget!! That’s what have been done by CHLOE!! One of my friends from OBS camp(Outward Bound School).. After the camp, she never stop sending me Cny cards every year even we don’t really contact each other that often..

This is my wish for everyone!!! Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth and lastly love to complete your life!!!!

*wishing you and your family a Happy Joyful Chinese New Year!! Gong Xi Fa Cai=)

Weird school system!!!

2011-01-15T20:47:00.000-08:00

New year, new teacher in charged and also new co-curricular system!! How should i say.. it became a weird system where everyone are not happy about it...Seriously i meant EVERYONE.. ok ok.. maybe mostly la.. some they might not care about it... The weird part is, we cannot choose our own games or club to join.. The school choose it for us.. Don't you feel unfair?? Some might get what we really want but some might not.. Example, you're in the hockey club but you do not know and dont have interest in hockey!!

At least mine wont be that worse.. Im still a secretary for the Tang Soo Do club.. haha... We managed to get new members just because they are being placed in this club... But some really have the interest to join...

I used to be in the lasalle board but this year im was placed in the counseling club... Im so fed up because i got high marks in my lasalle board as im the treasurer for the board and i joined the national camp.. The marks could help me in the future for my local U intake...Besides that, i also wanna help out at the LSSEP...its fun!!! So, we asked the president of the board to fight for our rights and we managed to maintain the position for the EXCO...

Lastly, im luckier than my friends because i managed to get the game i like which is badminton.. And i managed to be the president of the club too like last year... LOL...

*Is just a random post to show how weird is the new system.. nothing much.. LOL..

Tension!!!!

2011-01-07T03:31:00.000-08:00

OMG!!!!! Can you believed it... Ex 6Art 1 which is now 7 Art 1 students are not making noise anymore!!! awww... miss the time where we gone mad when there are no teachers around but this year.. we turned over a new leaf.. hahaha~~We do our own work and revision.. everyone can feel the pressure since we're having our war in 10 months which is STPM!!! It suddenly changed and made me so tension till i start to work my math out.. my new year resolution.. not gonna FAIL math anymore.. haha!! Don't be afraid.. my class wasn't that scary... We do jokes and talked just that not that frequent already... Laughter can help to relieve tension even in the heaviest of matters...

Everyone are working hard to excel in the examination.. They concentrate in the lessons as concentration is the ability to think about absolutely nothing when it is necessary!! Lol... Through this i also learnt that the only way you are going to get anywhere in life is to work hard for it!! Whether you're a student, working people or elderly there is no getting around it.. If you do you will win and vice versa!! So, in order for me to excel.. i will gambateh also.. the last chance for me to stand up again( if u guys understand what i meant).. LOL.. So i wish everyone.. all the best in your life!! hahaha=)

Hello 2011~~~

2010-12-29T19:32:00.000-08:00

Hello 2011~~~ New year new resolutions hur?? A new year's resolution is something that goes in one year and out the other... haha!! Some even said that everyone should be born again on the first day of january.. Start with a fresh page, take up one hole more in the buckle if necessary or let down one according to circumstances.. But on the first of january let us gird ourselves once more and look to the front!! Take no interest in the things that were and are past.... so let me think.. What resolutions do i have...

1) Stpm coming and obviously i got to study real hard and i'll never fail my math anymore..

LOL... feel like killing myself with the math.. ARGH!!!

2) Say NO to Sdo and facebook.. only on it during weekends... awww.... It's hard but i must be

determined and have faith in myself!!! GO GO GO!!!

3) save more money so that after STPM i can go travel.. UK... Im coming.. wait for me!!!!!!

Well, thats a part of my resolutions.. Hope i doesnt just write it down and not taking any actions!!! hahaha~~Lastly, i wish everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR and enjoy ur days for the year 2011 with a open heart and a sweet smile=) Happiness is the feeling that you're feeling when you wanna keep feeling it...

Waka Waka!!!

2010-12-28T04:26:00.000-08:00

Waka Waka!! the moments that i will never forget for the rest of my life.. I still can remembered the steps... hahaha~~Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are and the things you would never want to lose...This is the dance that i learnt in the camp where im in the workshop 2... Our OTsss are awesome and i learnt alot through the camp!! Creative thinking where you don't even know that you can actually do it!!!

Continued by teamwork, faith, determination and many more... We're actually given less that 5 minutes to think about the steps but we actually managed to do it!!! I was trying to do many things at the same time, which is my nature.. But i was enjoying it and i still do enjoy it!!! Whenever i hear this song it reminds me of all the delegates and the moment i spent at NLLC... Workshop 2 is awesome and so do the delegates and Otsss....

Random post=)

2010-12-27T04:10:00.000-08:00

Me likey this song!!! Aww.... He's so talented and all his songs are soooo meaningful... haha!!!

muakz=) Can i be like the person in the MV~~~~ hehe!!!

Merry Chirstmas!!!

2010-12-26T03:11:00.000-08:00

HO HO HO!!! Merry Christmas!!! The very word brings joy to our hearts... No matter how we may dread the rush, the long Christmas lists for gifts and cards to be bought and given~~~ when Christmas Day comes there is still the same warm feeling we had as children, the same warmth that enfolds our hearts and our homes.. Well, for this year, my Christmas Celebration kinda different... Maybe im not celebrating at Genting where i used to do it for the past two years!!! hehe..

I celebrated at Cubebox with my buddies and partly because of my buddy birthday(chia ling)... Even the atmosphere at Genting is much nicer yet i appreciated the time i spent with my friends and also family!! Can't wait for the next Christmas.. I will honor Christmas in my heart and try to keep it all the year!!

But i only got one Christmas present!!! Awwww... But i knew Christmas is more than only received gifts... It means much more... Forgive your enemy, tolerance your opponent, to a friend, use your heart and lastly to your family and loved one.. Use your smile and sincerity!!! Thanked to the person who gave me my Christmas present... I liked it very much!! Muakz=)

Lastly,

I wished you all merry Christmas,

And a Happy New Year!!!!

*sorry for the late post as Christmas had over!! My computer just awake from coma... hahaha!!!

20th NLLC

2010-12-12T22:30:00.000-08:00

Where should i begin?? Should i start with i have a great chance to joined this camp?? I actually don't really know what lasalle or lasallians meant until i came to this camp as i studied at Convent for 11 years and i just joined a lasalle school in June!! So I'm actually kind of blur with whats the NLLC thing until i experienced it myself.. It was an awesome camp where i gained alot from this camp!! It taught me that faith makes all things possible and love makes them easy!! That's the theme for our year.. FORWARD WITH FAITH!!! It also taught me that have faith in myself, all power is in me.. be conscious and bring it out!!

Throughout the camp, i get to know alot of friends and i knew that we should be happy with what we have because there are alot more who live in poverty.. We should actually get out from the comfort zone to look around!! LOL.... And people nowadays are too busy and selfish.. Let's have a break and look around.. You might saw someone who need you help.. Help them if possible because you will never know that someday you might need someone's help too=)

One of the scenes for the heritage play.. It was awesome with the songs.. something like High school musical.. The best part is, i don't really know the history of Lasalle and from this heritage play... I knew everything about him.. Every experience god gives us, every person he puts into our lives is a perfect preparation for a future only he can see.. so, We must have faith in doing something and do not give up easily...Never underestimate the power of dreams and the influence of the human spirits!!!

The signature by the John baptist De lasalle and another two brother!! They swear upon god to cooperate and fight for the poverty.. Teach them and let them be educated...

One of the activities.. Blind folder and walked around the lasalle centre!! Cool experience and form this activity it taught us to have trust with the one in front and behind of you.. and also trust the Ot-ss who lead you the way.. For me, is a new experience that i will never have it in my daily routine.. It makes me feel how much the needy needs help from us but some just ignored them..

Me and dawson!! My twin brother.. The first guy that i get to know and we hold almost all the same post in our school... Have the same interest which is badminton.. LOL... Twin brother, when we have chance together play badminton k but don't bully me o.. haha!! Look at his face. so nerdy.. hehe~~

My roomates... whoa!!! Denise, viky,esther and also claris!! The first day we looked like stangers to each other and rarely speak but after the first day we get to know each other more and we're getting closer.. Awww.. miss the time at the room and have fun.. We will wake up by the bollywood songs and will decide who will bath.. The most interesting part, 4 out of 5 were having aunty visit.. Not at the same day but different by one day.. first will be viky, then claris and then esther and lastly ME!!! LOL... opss... kinda private stuffs right..When it comes to the last day everyone like no mood because got to be separated!! =(

We actually have the chance to celebrate Human Rights Day in a big group with lasallians from other country.. Australia, UK, Africa, Tailand, Mongolia, Kenya and many more.. The girl at the picture above is from Thailand. She represented the disable people to fight for their rights in society.. And i'm proud of her to dare to voice out for her and also others who need help... That's a true lasallian.. Then we sang a few songs and also heard a few problems faced by the people at the other country.. They're actually facing the same problems like Malaysia and Singapore.. Could you believed that In America they do face poverty.. A modern country with high technology... surprised??

One of the performances during the Big Makan night.. A nice dance with varies of tradisional clothes.. There are alot of performance for that night and it was sooo awesome for example.. popping, ultraman dance, singing, playing instrument and many more... They did a great job especially the dance from willy and his friends.. They really dance soo well till even girls are not as flexible as them!! me likey... And also performance by the OTss... I really enjoy to the max!!

A picture that snapped with harvey (OT for our LEAD camp) after the closing ceremony.. A cool one indeed.. full with creativity yet very meaningful for us. lol...with our valuable cert that remind us about the awesome camp we had joined...

The closest OT with us.. We kinda share a little more about us with her.. so.. Dinah.. shhh.. some secret cannot tell out geh o.. haha!! and oh ya.. our way of talking will be (ooooo.. like that la).. haha!! Keep in touch and we're happy to have you as our friend. Friendship isn't a big thing but it's a million little things!!! muakz^.^

Awesome OTss and delegates.. could not be a complete family picture.. Too bad.. sobs.. But our memories are the only paradise from which we can never be expelled!!! Memory is a way of holding onto the things we love, the things we are, the things we never want to lose!! I miss all the delegates for 20th NLLC!!! The most awesome camp i ever go=)

Unpredictable!!

2010-11-25T03:39:00.000-08:00

Life is what happens to you when you're busy making other plans!! That's what life meant.. Could you believe that a meaningful celebration turned up to be a disaster for Cambodia... My mum always said that life is like a box of chocolate,You will never know what you gonna get... Even the victims do not know that that's the end of their life... How could this happened?? A disaster that caused 400people to lose their life.. Do you think is worth it... But we could not blame others as no one will know what will happened at the next second.. We make our plan but the final decision is still in the God's hand...

However, don't you feel pity for them.. They are normal being that wanna celebrate the end of rainy season but they could not imagined that this will happen... But, is so unfair that because of this festival they ignore other's safety for their own benefits.. As i know, this happened because of their selfishness to push and even stepped others in order for them to escape from the bridge where they celebrate..

Imagined the people they are stepping... How hurtful it is... Strong guys could easily escape but how about the elders, ladies and also children.. They are not as strong as the guys... But i knew that when come to survive, everyone are selfish..

Some voluntary managed to rescue some of the victims.. Some were seriously injured and some just minor injuries... Alot of doctors and voluntary willingly to help out at there..

These will be the dead bodies that they found after the incidents.. I can't believed how will the family members felt if one of the dead bodies are their loved one... We should be happy that Malaysia do not have this kind of incidents... We could live happily without worries and be with our family all the time.. That's the reason I'm proud to be a Malaysian...

My first online game!!

2010-11-23T05:39:00.004-08:00

Here comes my holiday... To be honest is kinda bored... However, i learnt to play SDO...The first online game that i ever played.. LOL... I'm actually quite noob in playing that but you can't blame me right.. i'm a new player.. i need time to be pro... what people usually says, practice makes prefect... currently my pro name is -No0b-MissDevil.. I've won 170 games and lose 31games... wasn't that bad but i aim better.. LOL... just kidding... Let me describe a little bit about this game... some might have interest in playing so i could give a little help!! haha~~

There will be i think around 15 channel for you to choose... after you've chosen the channel.. for example i choose channel 13... i will see something like the above... You need to decide which room you wanna enter... After decide you just right click and press enter... that's all... hahaha!!

After pressing enter you will be in a room like the picture above... Host will be the one who create the room and decided which song we're going to play and what kind of mode we're playing.. So, being a Host bring advantages to you.. you can choose songs that you're good in it.. haha!!

Next, it will be the results coming out after the game... Nothing much to say.. The results out and they will write whether you win or you lose.. that's all!! Oppss... and also how many combo,miss,perfect and bad you have include the total marks too!! hehe~~

This will be the multi player mode... where the max can have 6players... I think only the 1st and 2nd highest marks consider win.. others lose... sry.. can't give much info... don't really like to play multi player mode.. haha!!

Lastly, this will be the lover mode where i used to play alot.. haha!! The both marks will be accumulated and the highest will be the winner.. Only one couple could be the winner nia.. haha!! I think you guys do need me to explain la since this game is quite outdated now.. HEY, this is my first time playing online games le.. play play ar.. haha!! maybe im too bored at home... but i believed that starting from next week, i will say bye bye to SDO.. hahaha!!

p/s: whoever thinks that they will get addicted pls ignore this post!! OR not you will be regret!!! wuhahahahhaha *evil laugh*

Last day at school as a lower 6 student!!

2010-11-18T18:38:00.000-08:00

Mum used to tell me that first part of my life i go to school, another part of my life... i gained knowledge... she also said that whoever who lost their way to school will lost their way in life in the future but for me except for knowledge, i found friendship!! It is something i learnt at school... But if i haven't learned the meaning of friendship, i really haven't learned anything!! But it seemed that i learnt alot!! I've many many friends to be there for me when im down or share my happiness... A true frien never gets in your way unless you happens to be going down!! haha=)

How did it get so late so soon?? It's afternoon before morning... December is here before June... My goodness, how coluld the time has flewn???? SO, we might only meet till the next year.. do take care yourself and enjoy your holiday!!! Keep in touch if possible.. LOL~~ I dropped a tear in the ocean.. the day you find it will be the day we meet.. MY FRIENDS!!!

Teletubbies!!!

2010-11-12T01:56:00.000-08:00

OMG!!!! it been ages i din't watch this ady.. haha!! In childhood, i press my nose to the pane,looking out but in memories of childhood i press my nose to the pane, looking in!! hahaha~~ teletubbies used to be my favourite show i watched when im young.. I used to like the red and the green one.. very cute.. i remembered that i used to dance along whenever i watch this... kinda lame right.. LOL!! The older i grow the more earnestly i feel that the few joys of childhood are the best that life has to give...hope to watch that again.. hahaha!!

Bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-11-11T17:02:00.000-08:00

I'm bored to the max!!!! kill me... also don't know what's the reason i came to school.. trying to be a good girl i guess... hahaha!!! Why can't we stop going to school after exam??? That's what i usually do at convent... haha~~ we got nothing to do also.. the only entertainment are UNO,SNAP and also lappie.. hahaha!! especially today, i should have been sleeping at home... wasting my time go to school and woke up so early... lazy la=.= teacher tak masuk class pun.. benci... what can i do until 12pm? study?? tadak mood after exam.. sleep?? not comfortable... play UNO?? too bored ady.. hahaha!!! i need holiday and trip badly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna enjoy to the max not bored to the max la.... any suggestion where to go?? cheap, fun and easy to reach... haha!!

Parliament trip!!!

2010-11-11T05:40:00.000-08:00

Here i am!! at the parliament.. wohoooo!!! so excited to hear all the speakers debating.. it will be fun i think.. LOL... But actually quite boring.. they can speak for one particular topic for hours.. haha!! i sat with jane in the bus but only half way nia then i cabut go belakang and own self owned two seats.. wakaka!! "evil laugh".. i almost slept the whole journey..(tired ma) woke up early in the morning.. haha!!

I wondered who ming qiu was sms-ing... izit ah teh?? Noti noti o.. haha!! looked so busy.. haiz..."ming qiu, look here and join us ok?? let's together snap pic ok?" LOL... the pic is to prove that we really been to parliament.. Memories..... sobs=(

we snapped it when others were busy wondering around Tugu Negara.. i with jane hide in the bus.. weather too hot.. better in the bus.. got air cond ma.. plus we're lazy.. been there a few times.. nothing to see also... haha!! jane jane jane... me likey this pic... u like?? LOL... Say "cheese"... hahahaha~~

6 Art 1 class photo... that day is madam(bernice)'s birthday.. made a small suprise for her.. we bought a cake and sang birthday song to her.. Madam, happy birthday.. enjoy ur day?? haha!! After that, she forced us to eat the cake even we are full... lol...

To snap this pic we have been jumping for hundred of times le.. waliau.. damn tired but we do enjoyed it!!! haha~~ thx photographer... behind this successful picture we do have some funny pictures... wanna know more pls looked at fb or personally find jane for all the funny pictures... LOL~~ The best way to pay for a lovely moment is to enjoy it and i had enjoy to the max!!! I learn to enjoy every minute of my life, Be happy now and Don't wait for something outside of myself to make me happy in the future=) Think how really precious is the time i have to spend, whether it's at school or with my family... Every minute should be enjoyed and savored... am i right??? hahahahaha!!

My new kawaii shoe!!!

2010-11-11T05:14:00.000-08:00

This is my new kawaii shoe.. haha!! looks like crocs right but honestly is fake want... haha!!! Just cost RM13.. cheap and nice right...LOL~~~ let me tell the reason why i feel like buying this shoe... we went to teluk batik and i saw stephen liew was wearing it and is so kawaii.. small and nice compared to mun choon's geh shoe.. haha!! especially is white.. me likey.. so i planned to buy the green one tapi tadak so here comes the white shoe.. hahaha~~

The first time when i wore i will clean it whenever is dirty but lately i'm getting lazier and lazier... thx to someone who keep stepping on my white shoe... haha!!! decided to let it be till it turn black.. nice also what... hahaha!! there goes my story about kawaii shoe... me likey..*thumbs up*!!

p/s: i forgot that jane got one too.. white with red... quite nice also le with england flag on the shoe..haha!!

Teluk Batik!!!

2010-11-06T01:44:00.000-07:00

The purpose of our lives is to be happy!! so... here we are.. Teluk batik~~ have fun and be happy...Imagined that we're running on the beach,play in the sand and swim in the water.. whoa... me likey~~ hahahaha!! 9 of us went there.. firstly ming qiu(driver), mun choon(driver), ah hooi(ch tan), melvin, xin rou, esther, stephen, wey liy and me!!!! started our journey around 7.30am and ming qiu drove damn fast man.. fast and furious... LOL...

That's the food we ate at Lumut for lunch.. Looked nice right?? but actually taste like ewww... wasn't my type of food but overall i think still ok la... no ones admitted to hospital then considered pass la hor?? hahaha!!! anyway the dishes cost us about Rm126 include the coconut...

Nothing to do after our bath so we snapped our beautiful feet.. LOL... since the guys are still playing like kids at the beach..Accompanied mel to tanned up his body.. wants to be like jacob... hahaha!! its almost 11am and they're still playing.. luckily no one get sunburn.. haha!! So,let's us guess which wan belongs to xin rou, esther and also mine...

Whoa... cool post right?? everyone got their own style.. haha!! but what's wrong with esther ya.. she seems like looking at something.. *look here my dear, look at the camera*.. haha!! and itu mun choon, don't la drink when you are posting...haha!! peace for wey liy... and what i'm actually trying to do ya.. oh ya.. im looking at the ants..."don't bite me pls"=(

Don't get misunderstand... we're trying to act like the aunties when they keep talking about " my children ar.. this ar that ar and soooo on".. so, do we looked alike?? maybe we will be like that after 30 years... hahaha!!

Finally.. the nice scenery we managed to snap before we went for our lunch at Lumut.. Had alot of fun and hope to come again soon.. haha!! Time that you enjoy wasting was actually not wasted...

hate it!!!

2010-10-31T04:35:00.001-07:00

I wonder do all the girls like to think too much?? or is just me alone?? LOL... i don't know why.. i like to simply think and make myself bo mood.. I used to tell myself that for every minute i'm angry.. im wasting 60seconds peace of my life... I also don't want to think too much but i can't stop my mind from thinking.. Hate that la... What's wrong with me ar?? maybe i think too much hor but it wasn't my fault.. i just think for the worse nia ma.. no wrong right.. LOL!! It is more important to do the right things than do the things right... AM i right?? hahaha!! People used to say that " relationship is like a glass a scratch on any side will reflect to the other side too. so always handle feelings careful because then the scratch could not removed." so u cant blame me for thinking too much=)

me likey!!!

2010-10-23T02:11:00.000-07:00

what should i say?? is coincidence or is fate?? no one will know... but from the start till now.. i realised how much u make me smile and being loved.. firstly ur "if" melted my heart... whenever i feel like stepping back u will have ur way to make me feel touched and i will surrender.. such a loser.. LOL~~ Ure a nice guy but too bad, my past relationship makes me don't dare to step forward and im not ready~~I'm afraid to get hurt again... i looked tough but actually im very fragile.. once broken consider gone.. haha!! I like the necklace u gave me.. not something expensive but at least is meaningful!! our deal about this necklace will happen when the time is right.. I hope in future i can do what makes me happy, be with who makes me smile,laugh as much as i breath and love as long as i live!!

2papers/6hours!!!

2010-10-23T01:50:00.000-07:00

OMGGGGGGGGGGGG~~~ cant believe that i have 2more papers and 6 hours in order to the on the top of the world... there goes my studies in 2010... haiz.. that means im nearer to STPM...=( but before i think of nexy year, im going to go wild to the max!!! Broga hill, sunway lagoon, unlimited shooping malls, adventurous trip and many many more... hahaha!! I was trying to do too many things at the same time, which is my nature but i was enjoying it and i still do enjoy it!! So.. let's have fun people!!

BAD DAY!!!

2010-10-08T01:13:00.000-07:00

OMG.... should i retake my driving license?? I'm so bad luck that some one bang my car when im on my way back home!!! I should have be more observant when he's coming nearer to my car.. but i just ignored him as he didn't put signal... DARN!! I should have be more concentrate and careful for the next time...haha~~At the state level, we must take a careful look at what went wrong and make sure it never happens again. The buck stops here, and as your governor, I take full responsibility.

Random post!! LOL

2010-10-01T04:29:00.000-07:00

Just now went to First Choice and saw some nice necklace le!! so i decided to post some pics~~ Lame right.. hahaha!!!

These are some of the designs that i uploaded.. lazy wanna put alot la.. haha!!

Like it??

This is nice=)

This want also.. in pic all also nice but don't know will different bo when we really buy it.. hehe!!

akon when the time is right

2010-09-28T04:28:00.000-07:00

"when the time is right".. this is the word that i used most frequent this first days... Im confused what to do and who can i talked too... In any moment of decision the best thing i can do is the right thing,the next best thing is the wrong thing and the worst thing i can do is nothing...I believed that time could help me to decide everything!!

I do care what others think about me!!!

2010-09-24T21:19:00.000-07:00

I like to hide behind the characters I play. Despite the public perception, I am a very private person who has a hard time with all the fame things. I thought by doing these I could make every beside me to be happy but I realised im the one who is suffering. I do care how others think about me and lately im in dilemma.. I do not longer know what is right and wrong.. No one I can talked to.. I felt guilty and I’m selfish.. I hate myself for being like that but what can I do.. I thought everything had settled but ACTUALLY I still care what others will say and think about me.. That hurts me a lot when actually your loved ones said that to u!! Who can tell me what I should do??

Camp at Ulu Kenas~~

2010-09-24T04:04:00.000-07:00

3Days 2 nights camp at Ulu Kenas!!! haha~~ 16 dedicates and 17 OT( organizing team)..
First group picture when we reached at Ulu Kenas.. FYI there is no line for digi user.. so call "i will follow u".. LOL..Can't even call my mum to tell her i'm safe..
Second day, after having a bad night.. can't really sleep wel.. ish!! tired le.. haha!! two single bed and 4 ppl sleeping...
The cool and wonderful OTsss... haha~~ enjoy alot with them.. hope to meet them soon..
My group members.. "cap ayam".. they're the best man... hehe!! Even overall we only get second, we enjoy the process far more than the proceeds.. haha~~

Ist note at FB^.^

2010-09-13T19:20:00.000-07:00

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?

Not really.. Heart that matters..

2. Smart?

Erm.. maybe slightly smarter than me..

3. Preferred age?

At least one year and the max is only 6years^.^

4. Preferred height?

I'm 160cm..maybe around 170cm.. LOL

5. How about sense of humor?

It depends but most important is he can cheer me up when im sad..

6. How about piercings?

Hell no!! My parents will kill me if they know my Bf pierce his ear..

7. Accepts you for who you are?

Of course...

8. Pink hair?

NO way.. I hate lala...

9. Mushy or no?

Sometimes especially when he treats me.. hahaha~~

10. Thin or fat?

Moderate will do!!

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?

sunshine look^.^

12. Long hair or short hair?

Duh.. of course is short..

13. Plastic or metal?

It means???

14. Smells good?

weird question.. do u wan ur mr right to smell stink??

15. Smoker?

I hate smokers.. i repeat.. i HATE smokers..get my answer?

16. Drinker?

occasionally that's fine for me.. hehe^.^

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?

well, it depends...

18. Muscular?

Just a little bit is ok but too over.. not comfortable.. hahaha~~

19. Plays piano?

not really but if he can play piano, no harm right??

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?

I prefer sentimental than rock so for bass bye bye~~

21. Plays violin?

Interesting!!!

22. Sings very good?

I'll like it..

23. Vain?

no for my answer!!!

24. With glasses?

I don't really mind~~

25. With braces?

Is ok for me..

26. Shy type?

It depends but dun la too over..

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?

Of course good boy la.. Duh..

30. Singer or dancer?

Singer:p

31. Stunner?

Better not.. hehe~~ dangerous..

32. Hip hop?

Professional hip hop is ok.. Malaysian style?? PLS~~

33. Earrings?

Hell no!!!

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?

Better not la.. I can’t really accept.. sorry~~

35. Dimples?

If he have, it will make him more prefect.. LOL

36. Bookworm?

I don’t really mind~~

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?

Love it:P

38. Playful?

Like it.. I’m playful too but not too over.. will get annoyed..

39. Flirt? flirt?

Darn.. who the hell will like flirty guys.. fell insecure.. haha~~

40. Poem writer?

Can I say no.. ewww… it will be like super bored…LOL

41. Serious?

When it is time to serious he need to be serious..

42. Campus crush?

Don’t really care..

43. Painter?

Well.. ok for me..

44. Religious?

Depends.. can’t give you answer until I meet him.. haha~~

45. Someone who likes to tease people?

Not too often.. it will ne annoying.. eee…

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?

Can I say I want him to be in the centre.. LOL

47. Speaks 20 languages?

A human being can speaks 20 languages?? That’s cool!!!

49. Good kisser?

Whatever.. I don’t know how to differentiate also but who wants a bad kisser anyway.. LOL

50. loves children??

Of course.. I love children soooo MUCH!!

Pooh Pooh^.^

2010-09-11T07:50:00.000-07:00

"If ever there is tomrrow when we're not together, there is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seen and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is even if we're apart.. I'll always be with you.."

This is why i like pooh pooh so mush because in that movie, there's a mum told this phrase to her children.. So touching and i totally agree with it..From that time onwards i started to like pooh pooh like how i like lee hom.. both of them are my idols.. No doubt la.. i like pooh pooh also a bit because of very CUTE!!! hahaha~~

CUTE le?? that is my fail and alot of baby pooh, baby donkey and also baby rabbit.. KAWAIII~~~~~nice??

*I'm sure many people will say i'm childish but really very cute ma.. Blek~~

"Nai you" chicken rice^.^

2010-09-08T21:31:00.001-07:00

All happiness depends on a leisurely lunch.. So, here i am with my lunch "Nai you" chicken rice.. I've been searching everywhere for this food and finally i found it at Uncle Lim... haha~~I'm soo happy even is just a meal because there are no great things, only small things with great love that could make me happy.. LOL!! Yummy Yummy~~

*everyone can have a try.. not that bad actually... but i still like when i ate at KL.. miss those times:(

Eminem - Love The Way You Lie Lyrics

2010-09-03T23:35:00.000-07:00

Love this song so much because the lyrics is very meaningful..All the problems starts when You lie to me.. I told You that i hate people lie to me and you still do it.. this song represented my feeling.. Love the way you lie!!!!!

[MV/HQ] Wang Lee Hom 王力宏 - 你不知道的事 Ni Bu Zhi Dao De Shi

2010-09-03T06:13:00.000-07:00

I love this song sooo much man!! i want to watch "love disguise" by lee hom geh but too bad Teluk Intan don't have le.. haiz... but im going to get his latest album soon.. got money ady.. thx to my abang who sponsor me.. love u abang.. muakz!! hehe.. i will always support WANG LEE HOM because he is my hubby!!! hahahahaha~~~

Shameless!!!

2010-09-03T05:06:00.000-07:00

We are human beings and we have this marvelous brain and heart so there is potential to develop a proper mental attitude through which we can live happily and be a more useful person.. But some people they misuse the creation of god.. They never feel shame with what they did!! For an example, yesterday i was staying back after school for the sidang meeting and went back around 2 something.. when i went to my car with jane(wei jane), i saw a young man stoping his bike beside my car.. i thought he was waititng for someone and i ignored him.. since i next to fetch esther so i decided to drive nearer to the school's gate to fetch her.. when im on the way to reverse the car, i have a great sense that someone is looking at me so i turned to my right and i saw that idiotic guy SS-ing(syok sendiri)... I was like WTFFF.. he's a malay guy and supposingly having his puasa and yet he's doing that lame action.. don't he feel shame and sorry to his god!!! This kind of guy shouldn't be in this world!! god damn it>.<

* to all the girls please be more careful as there are too many insane fuckers wondering in Teluk Intan to find victims!! Do take care yourself and have some precautions^.^

Truth are hurtful!!!

2010-08-30T07:03:00.000-07:00

We take risk when we open our hearts because the truth is, if i open my heart, i will get hurt..It is impossible to open your heart and do not get hurt because there is one of the human experience.. Therefore, love takes courage and i need to be courageous.. Finally, I'm dare to face the truth that i will always lie to myself.. I knew no matter what i did, truth is still the truth.. so why not i move on with my life.. From today start, i swear that i will never say because of you anymore.. i do not want my friends and people around me to worry.. and i need to concentrate in my studies.. I can't concentrate just because of you so i will settled it as soon as possible.. You will never bother my mind anymore... I will never cry because of you!! Not even one tear...You are my past and i shall look to the future..You can do it why i cannot???i believed i CAN do it!!! KAYAU~~

one day b4 convo!!

2010-08-22T06:43:00.000-07:00

What is he trying to do?? trying to hide his sexy nipple.. lols~~i look so damn ugly in this pic.. FYI.. i havent get ready yet.. blame the camera..one day before convo and we're like having a great chat till around 1something in the morning..we do talk about ghost stories at SAINT!!!the next day our alarm rang till wanna explode already.. haha!!!
I borrowed my bro's spec and wear.. so i told him, " kor ur spec quite nice le" and he quickly answered me " you don't ever try to have any intention towards my spec".. lols!!! To the outside world,we all grow old. But not to brothers and sisters like us!!! We know each other as we always were. We know each other's hearts. We share private family jokes. We remember family feuds and secrets, family griefs and joys. We live outside the touch of time. no matter how long we never meet up or talk, once we're together we are the king of destroyer!!! hahahaha~~~As people usually says brothers and sisters are as close as hands and feet^.^

laugh to the max!!!

2010-08-20T00:41:00.000-07:00

I don't know whether is it we believed that the most wasted of all days is one without laughter, therefore we created the best laughter today..As we're having LSSEP at 1.30pm, wei jane, su yin, esther, xin rou and me decided to have our lunch at Steak factory.. while we are having our meal, i received a call from melvin and he asked us to buy two flavour twist ice cream for him so i agreed.. so after our meal we went to Giant to buy the ice cream.. On the way back to school the ice cream suddenly melted faster than the normal rate.. Xin rou and also my hand is filled with the ice cream.. no doubt that our skirt also got ice cream.. we yelled when it dripped and wei jane( our driver) is soo nervous and drift to school.. as if we're going to give birth.. lols~~ as for su yin, she's helping me to clean the ice cream that "kena" my skirt.. the worse part was ESTHER TAN, when she saw this kind of situation, she just sat there and ate her ice cream.. and oh ya, she laughed at us too.. hmph>.

Hard to make decision!!!

2010-08-18T23:02:00.000-07:00
ARGH!!! What should i do?? still got one more day and i haven't make up my mind.. should i curl my hair or should i straighten it or should i cut my hair short??? who can give me answer.. i don't want to regret after i have decided... i might look mature with if i curl my hair.. but i might also look like a balloon if i straighten my hair.. haha~~ i feel like cutting my hair short but if is ugly i got to look like SHIT for the past two years... DARN!! still can't make up my mind.. Let me see what will i answer when the hair stylist ask me what do i wanna do with my hair ba since everyone also said that "Good decisions come from experience, and experience comes from bad decisions"!!!

love my mum to the max!!!!

2010-08-13T00:23:00.000-07:00

My life began with waking up and loving my mother's face. I can't believe just a word and i can get my yummy tomato fried rice cooked by my mum.. yesterday i told her that i'm bored with canteen food.. don't know what to eat and asked her to cook something for me to eat during recess...

She told me she's very busy and don't want to care about me so i thought my plan to eat something other than canteen food is ruined.. lols.. but the next day when im awake.. i saw a tupperware with my favourite food in it..Yummy Yummy!!! i was so happy that i show it to my friends!!! i felt sooo lucky to have such a great mum but sometimes she do nag me(always when im getting fatter and fatter)..lol~~ i wonder who ran to help me when i fell or kissed the place to make it well.. the answer is simple~~~ My MUM!!!

My mum is a never ending song in my heart of comfort, happiness and beings. I may sometimes forget the words but i will never forget the tunes...

*love u mummy~~muakz!!!

The worse week ever!!!

2010-08-06T05:27:00.000-07:00
I had the worse week ever in my life.. i thought luck is my name but mind it..my first name is bad.. which means my name is bad luck.. Oh my gosh.. i cant believed i knock someone's butt today.. (well i mean the car).. haha.. i was driving quite slow and i don't know why i will still knock his car.. i admit it was my fault but i just felt shocked because this things will never happen to me since i start driving.. something wrong with me today?? Now im waiting for the uncle to call me and see how much i need to pay.. just a little problem and i don't think the uncle should make a big fuss lo.. Punishment is lame but it comes.. which means i get a great lecture from my parents and they're trying to deduct the money through my monthly allowance(i will never let that happen).. lols~~hope my bad luck will be over soon and i pray hard that the uncle will just forget bout this matter and don't call me pls... haha~~

*yesterday i knocked someone's car too but it wasn't that serious like now.. see.. how bad luck i am.. my driving skill wasn't that bad actually^.^

Me & u~~

2010-08-01T00:17:00.000-07:00
I'm a normal and funny girl that thought life itself is the most wonderful fairy tale of all. Therefore i always hope to have a stable relationship where i can have a guy to love and be there for me to share my sadness and happiness... i knew you since i'm form 2..We had the courage to make the first step to be together.. if i know what love is. it is because of you... We had many great times together.. U made me realized that there is only one happiness in life which is to love and be loved..
Even we do quarrel for minor things but you will persuade me just in a second. for sometimes when we quarrel, my mind tells me to give up but my heart won't let me.. this is because i love you..I still remembered that u promise to miss me more when it is 12midnight.. You will message me and tell me how much you love and miss me.. that was the happiest moment that i have ever had..But sweet moment seems to end very fast.. is like a dream that i need to wake up now... i keep telling myself that should continue sleep and i'll be continue dreaming but i realized i'm just lying to myself.. We had many problems and we do not tolerate each other like what we used to do and ended up we decided to break..that is because i can't be with a guy who cheats on me..
I might miss and cry for u every night but doesn't mean you will do the same.. i will stalk your FB and see whether are u interested in any girls and i noticed that you're having a new target now... there is no use i cried for a guy who don't love me anymore..a single word from you could make me happy but are you sure you going to say a least a word each day?? i keep telling myself that letting go doesn't mean giving up.. But i rather accept that there are things that cannot be.. until now i can't really let you go and start a new relationship because i realized you are still in my heart..loving someone is setting them free. letting go..Therefore when i let go of what i am,i become what i might be.. SO.. from now on.. i will try to forget you completely and live my life to the fullness.. it might takes some times but i don't mind.. i won't cry or sad anymore for a person who do not know how to appreciate me..i thank you that has caused me to suffer.without you i would not have reason to express myself..

*p/s.. i wrote this not because i want him to read it.. but i would like to say it out so that he is totally out from my mind at the moment i post this.. i'm back to the jo ann that you guys knew..thanks to everyone who willing to be my side when i'm.. i promised that i won't be so silly anymore^.^

yummy yummy^.^

2010-07-18T04:01:00.001-07:00
"Nyam nyam" my favourite junk since im small.. i need to find many places only can buy it.. but thanked god i found it today at Giant.. so my dinner will be nyam nyam, appollo and tiramisu ice cream.. yummy!!! lols~~ im soo happy when i'm eating it.. but my parents and friends will say that i'm childish cause i still keen in eating it.. lols~~i still remembered that my dad will buy me nyam nyam when im sad or moody.. after i ate it i will be happy back. lols~~ lame right.. but i knew that i need to enjoy the little things, for one day i will realised that they were the big things.. haha~~
another favourite junk that i used to eat it when im young.. used to bring it to kindergarten and primary school.. hahaha~~ "let us be grateful to people who make us happy, they are the charming gardeners that make our souls blossom"^.^

*fully recommended~~ should try it if u guys never eat before.. lols~~

My 1st essay that i wrote as an ANTHONIAN^.^

2010-07-09T05:46:00.000-07:00

Last week in the MUET class, Mr Kumar asked us to do an essay and it a free essay since the topic that he gave wasn't that interesting... Then, i've been thinking for an hour what essay should i write.. i asked my brother and my mother to give me a topic then i'll write.. However, they gave me some boring and kinda formal topic so i ended up writing MY LIFE!!! lols...

MY LIFE

My name is Lim Jo Ann and currently in Form 6. I throughly enjoyed myself at Saint Anthony. The school is great and the people are fantastic is one that make me actually want to go to school. Before i studies there, i was studying at SMK Convent for 5 years. I was born in 29 January 1992 and was raised up here in Teluk Intan. I am an interesting,fun loving girl with a good sense of humour. At first i was a shy person but when i get to know them and comfortable with the environment i'm great. I joke i laugh and i humour people and i get as much as i give.

I came from a family with two brothers. Since i'm the youngest i'm the apple of the eye for my parents. My dad never hits me even if i did something wrong but he will bribe me with some tiny gifts if i scored well in my examination. Both of my brothers love me tenderly and will help me to settled my problems. They are my role models too. My eldest brother is at England studying his Master in Mechanical engineering. As for my second brother, currently he is working in AIA Insurance company after graduating in the field of Biomedical Science.

Even English fascinates me alot, i find myself weak in the other subjects. The worst thing is i can hardly read or write in Mandarin although i am a Chinese origin. You could perhaps say i am a tree with its roots cut off. My parents are awesome because they will never blame me no matter how naughty and playful i am. My mum even taught me that "never take someone for granted, because you might woke up one day and realized that you've lost a diamond when you're too busy collecting stones".

Besides having a wonderful family, I'm surrounded with a group of friends who will help me and cheer me up when i'm down.I'm not afraid to share my feeling with them because i knew that they are angels who will help me to soar when my wings had forgotten how to fly. They will lend me their ears and shoulders because true friendships is when two friends can walk in opposite direction yet remain side to side.

Furthermore, i love to spend my past time by playing challenging and interesting games such as Basketball, Badminton and also Hiking. Currently, I'm a basketball player and hope to get my referee certificate soon. I am an adventurous person where i will go hiking during weekends when I'm at kl for the past 6 months. Through playing sports i could release all my tense and also stress.

In the journey of my life, i believed i did a lot of mistakes and offended someone's heart or feelings. That's why i would like to beg for forgiveness. Even i knew it does not change the past but it will enlarge the future. I prayed to God, "If i cant have what i want, let me want what i have". A wonderful family, a true friendship and a meaningful life are what i want and currently having. Therefore, i believed laughter and tears are both responses to frustration and exhaustion. I myself prefer to smile and laugh since there is less cleaning up to do afterward. We must live to the fullness and learn how to forgive and forget.

* Lame right my essay?? lols...
* just a random post since im sooo
bored...hehehe!!

LiFe At SUKMA!!!

2010-06-20T07:46:00.001-07:00

8th of june till 16th of june is the time where i had alot of fun even there is some conflict. I went to SUKMA with a group of professional players but they are very playful. We went to Melaka by bus and most of the time im asleep with my sleeping beauty sitting beside me(yo earn). She really sleeps alot man..when she enter the bus she sleep the whole journey and when she awakes she will say that she is very hungry=.=

We stayed at the Hostel of Kolej Yayasan Melaka.. 4 of us in a room.. me.yo earn, winnie and yan mei. The first few days we are sooo bored where we cant even go out.. so our only entertainment is chor dai di.. Imagine how bored are we till play cards from morning till night.. but sometimes they also will talk some jokes or some funny movements especially OKUS(ah tong), lai ling. ah piaw(pui san) and kammou.. they are our joker.. hahaha~~~

Through SUKMA i had alot of experience.. i saw how professionals played when some of them are national players.. especially JOHOR.. 8 among 12 of the players are national players... Perak is so lucky to be in the same group with JOHOR and KL where both are them are aimed by everyone to be in final.. Even they dun have the confident to win but PERAK team never give up.. even lose but overall it was a nice game^.^ as what Princess Diana said " My mind tells me to give up but my heart wont let me"

i hope next time i could have the experience to go for a competition with them because i believed they could make me laugh like im insane...Hope is always available to us. When we feel defeated, we need only take a deep breath and say, "Yes," and hope will reappear. so i believed my hope will come true^.^ another thing i learnt is Passion, it lies in all of us, sleeping... waiting... and though unwanted... unbidden... it will stir... open its jaws and howl. It speaks to us... guides us... passion rules us all, and we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love... the clarity of hatred... and the ecstasy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we could live without passion maybe we'd know some kind of peace... but we would be hollow... Empty rooms shuttered and dank. Without passion we'd be truly dead.. Im glad i went to SUKMA and have fun with them.. I hope to have this chance again~~

* SHIT.. I dont know what am i crapping.. getting sleepy ady lu.. haha.. sorry if this blog is kind of lame... forgive me^.^ nite everyone~~muax!!!

Life is unpredictable!!!

2010-04-20T18:20:00.000-07:00

Last 2 days, i with my 2nd bro and dad accompany my mum to Glen Eagle Hospital for check up.. The hospital looks more like hotel because it is very class and of course is quite expensive... no doubt, the services at there is diff also.. Well, when im wondering around, suddenly i walked to a department called Oncology..I walked in and i saw some patient sitting there waiting for undergo chemotherapy..

Chemotherapy (also called chemo) is a type of cancer treatment that uses drugs to destroy cancer cells.Chemotherapy works by stopping or slowing the growth of cancer cells, which grow and divide quickly. But it can also harm healthy cells that divide quickly, such as those that line your mouth and intestines or cause your hair to grow. Damage to healthy cells may cause side effects. Often, side effects get better or go away after chemotherapy is over.

As i heard chemotherapy really torturing..

This are some of the side effects after chemotherapy..
Fatigue
Nausea & Vomiting
Pain
Hair Loss
Anemia
Infection
Blood Clotting Problems
Mouth, Gum and Throat Problems
Diarrhea and Constipation
Nerve and Muscle Effects
Effects on Skin and Nails
Radiation Recall
Kidney and Bladder Effects
Flu-Like Symptoms
Fluid Retention
Effects on Sexual Organs and Sexuality
There is a 22 year old girl that is currently studying pharmacy, she had breast cancer but she don't have the courage to go for operation. Illness really very scary and unpredictable.. U may be very healthy now but u can't predict what happen 2molo.. the day after 2molo or maybe in future.. sooo...everyone pls take good care of ur health and do regular check up... drink more water and exercise more...

p/s: ignore how i get all this information^.^

Hiking experience!!!

2010-04-12T21:06:00.000-07:00

I always hope i can go Broga Hill to see sunrise but unfortunately my dream turned into ashes... haha^.^ so last sunday i decided to join my aunty's friend(named jenny) to go hiking at Bukit Hartamas... My cousin tagged along with me too... we went there around 9am and started our journey.. Aunty jenny gave me and my cousin a stick to support ourselves... Not than more 10 min i separated with my cousin coz she is kind of new in hiking and then i continued by following the uncle.. It is sooo tiring when we need to climb to the top.. i did fall down a few times coz it is very slippery after a rain.. Middle of the way i just realised that aunty jenny used a new path to go to the peak where we need to try an error enable us to reach to the peak.. the path will be more difficult and longer compared to the shortcut..

It takes about almost 2 hours to reach the peak. Through this experience i found out that trees are very important in hiking because they will give us support when we feel like falling... haha^.^ After we reached the peak we took a rest and then back to the bottom of the hill again.. We almost reach at the starting point at around 12.30.. I cant feel my body anymore because im exhausted.. but i do enjoy it very much.. a new experience in my life... I hope next time when in good enough i want to go to the Broga Hill to see sunrise and climb Mount Kinabalu.. Gambateh kudasei^.^ To people who like outdoor activities, u can have a try hiking where u will find it very interesting and challenging..

Do u ever feel grateful????

2010-04-02T03:30:00.000-07:00

I believed some people will say " I'm glad that im born with no problems compared to the special child" BUT do they really think so in their heart?? Words can lie but action will never lie.. Ask urself.. did u ask ur parents " I want iphone i want to go holiday i want to go out with friends i want this and i want that"?? And u will start grumbling that they don't love you when u can't get what u wan^.^ I always used to think that im very grateful to be born normal but act i don't und the meaning until yesterday.. i saw a special child when i went for swimming~~ He is 13 years old but the mentality only 5 years old. HIs name is kevin and when i first saw him he is a normal human like us but when i get to know him more he is actually hyperactive and kind of down syndrome..No offense if i used the harsh word..He loves swimming alot and could only released his stress through swimming and sometimes he needs to take medicine in order for him to sleep..Once he is bad mood he will bite ppl around him.. But his passion in swimming will never fade and he did have a dream that he could join the swimming competition for special people so that he can make his parents proud!!He loves his parents deeply... i saw him hug his parents and kissed them..Imagined that for normal human like us we tend to grumble and angry with what our parents did..When i saw him i realised that i never satisfied with what im having now and i do dare to say that none of the people in this earth are satisfied with what they have now... SOOOOOOOO i would like to share my experience that u must know how lucky u are and never ever give up when u face difficulties because special child are struggling with what they want so y must we easily give up?? GAMBATEH KUDASEI everyone!!!!!!!

TriP to Penang!!!

2010-03-08T05:24:00.000-08:00

How well do u know malaysia when u are a malaysian??? Everyone wanted to go overseas for holiday but do they really travel all the places in Malaysia??? Well, as for me.. i did plan to visit all the places in malaysia b4 i try to go somewhere further~~ My first destination was penang!!!!!! I when there with my cousin and also my baby niece!!! the whole journey takes about 5 hours since my uncle could not speed when emberlyn is sleeping...
She is adorable but sometimes very naughty... That's what kids usually are right~~ hahaha!!
After we placed our begs we went to the Gurney to have our meals!!! the foods at there are very delicious with a reasonable price~~

The next day, we went to the kek lok si where there is a huge " kuan yin"~~ to be believed that the wishes u made will come true~~ i did made a wish at the wishing tree also!! hehehe~~~

i even get two fortune paper where it said im bad luck for this year!! oh god.. will it affect my SPM results????

After that we went to the Queensbay Mall to have a walk... Then we walked into restaurant with the T bowl concept to have our meal... the environment is not bad and kinda cute but the food is just normal lo... not that nice act!!!haha!!!

That's a part of my trip experiences and some pics... My next destination is Melaka!!! Im COMING Melaka!!! hahahahaha~~

Working VS Study~~

2010-01-06T05:24:00.000-08:00
SOOOO how should i start this post???? erm.. should i say " hey u like working or study??? " i will say i like to study... why i say so??? OK!!!!

FIRST: freedom. I will just be in the school until 2pm after that i will have my own freedom and i can hang out with friends or do stuffs that i like. BUT, as for working i will work from 10 till 7pm. is a very long time BUT BUT BUT my working place is very flexible.. u can come anytime u wan and u get a high pay!!! haha!! lucky me~~~

2nd: what do u speak usually. During school time we will just say " cikgu saya tak dapat habis kerja saya lagi, boleh besok hantar tak??" OR we will say " teacher i forget to bring my books but act we din finish up the work " BUT when u start working u will just say " Hello, sir/miss, im joann from the bla organisation, will it be a right time for me to interview you regarding bla bla bla.." OR " please rate how satisfied are u with bla bla bla where 5 means u are extremely satisfied and 1 means u are not at all satisfied"

3rd:life style. After school we will have our lunch,had a nap and during evening we will do some exercise or sport. BUT when i start working... i will wake up on 9.30am take a bath and go to work.. after 7pm i will have my dinner and spend my time to watch anime, read comic and check my facebook. BUT not bad since i like anime and comic badly especially Detective conan and dear boys!!! haha!!! And when almost 2something i will go to bed!! Sometimes will be earlier and sometimes later la.. hehe~~

* Thats my life and i can see how much changes there is. Not everyone might experienced what i had but thats me.. Thats my life and nothing can change it. SOO.. i small advice.. no matter what happen whether u are studying, working, just enjoy your life to the fullest...

To All the noob ppl!!!!

2009-12-23T01:24:00.000-08:00
it has been ages i didn't update my blog dy la.. ppl used to say that life after spm will be fun but 4 me ok nia lo.. 2 many free time dun noe wanna do that.. wanna hang out but no money le... haiz.. got to go and work 1st.. get some money and then go lepak... hahahaha.... anyway i just wanna ask whether will u spread news which is not true at all???? do u noe that fake news will kill someone indirectly??? why there are so many idiot ppl like to spread news!! to all the fuckers pls dun try to do that again!!!

WhaT haPpeN To mE!!!

2009-08-07T07:34:00.000-07:00
i don't know why lately i very like to "fat mang chan" and things didn't go well like i planned... is it because of the trial exam which just around the corner or I'm just acting emo?? First of all, i would like to know who i am in you guys heart?? a cool and lc ppl?? or a 17 year old girl that like to play around and very childish?? what the hell is going on with me?? i shouldn't be like that.. is it cause of you?? you really treat me very good that i think nobody will do that.. but this attitude make me very confused... is it worth to treat me so good person like how my friends say?? a person who easily get touched and very lembut hati?? the more i think the more i feel that i don't understand myself anymore... am i a person who don't know how to hide my feeling?? even when i go to kl my cousin noticed that I'm very bad mood even i did not tell her anything...i got a lot of questions but who can i ask and who can give me the right answer?? who can lead me to the right way??

Life Is iT ThaT SimPle

2009-07-18T08:31:00.000-07:00
what do life really mean?? Does it related to hope and dream?? do we really get what we hope and dream for?? Who can actually explain all these questions? For every students in this earth will really hope to do really well in exam.. pass with flying colours and further your studies to overseas then got a profession job..But how many students really succeed.. If everyone hope to be a lawyer,doctor, engineer and also dentist but who want to be a clerk, a sweeper? Do you guys really think that if we really work hard we will get what we want? i need someone to give me all these answers.. i'm going to have my trial soon and i really hope to do well and let my parents proud of me.. just once is more than enough since i always let them down.. but obviously the once is real SPM results la... DUH!! But lately things seem to distract me.. MY friend ask me to join her team for under 18 basketball competition which will start next month.. i do really wanna join since she says that there will be no training.. that means it won't disturb my so called study time... i haven't really promise her cause i plan to ask for my mum permission but i'm not sure she will let or not.. for you guys do you think i can cope with both and should i join the competition?? HELLO... what happen to me?? i suppose to be a happy go lucky and xiao xiao geh girl ma.. haha... but however Xin rou, remember our promise k.. haha.. chao baby~~~~~

Penang Trip

2009-07-02T00:22:00.000-07:00
Last weekend I went to Penang with my family and relatives,,,The purpose we went there is to pray but manatau ended up with eating the whole journey nia...we will never missed our breakfast, lunch, tea time and dinner...We ate laksa, rojak, char kuey teow and alot alot more...After I came back i gain weight le..damn fat now..
My cousin and i went to buy 2 packet of milk and then went to pray...We pray the god by using the milk..we though after pray wanna take one packet go back home to drink for blessing geh manatau in one second the milk disappear already...surprising le..hahaha

Me with the goat at the Kek Lok Si temple

In the car

me and my cousin

me and my cousin

The god milk..

had alot alot of fun at there....

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Failed In Driving Test

For all my friends info

i failed my car test..and god damn the tester..I fail at jalan raya there..not even started to drive100m he asked me to stop and patah balik...then terus failed...huh...cant they stop "eat full full" even one day?? no wonder most of them are "big size"....

~mY memOries in SUPER V 2009~

2009-06-19T02:01:00.000-07:00

I went to a bbl competition for 5days 4nights at ipoh..My friends and i really enjoy alot at there...if u want me to tell everthing it will have at least 5-6 pages so i'll just abridge them... besides that, i'm able to mix around with the players from manjung and ipoh.. they're so friendly le... as for hilir perak players that's a girl that we known as "tai ka che" because she's the oldest among all the players however, she's the smallest size among us too... you guys can guess who is isit from the photo above... haha... i'm so proud to be the youngest among them and so do joeyee and yo earn..three cute girls born at 1992... pai seh la.. can't really jealous so much... haha... after that, there's a girl name siew hoon who will get high when she consumed her medicine.. she's so funny... play with fong ee geh dog... and then there's a baby rabbit called mei ling... three of them are very fair.. jeles le.. haha... a silly girl like fong ee. joyful wei wei, xiao xiao geh jin shuen, cool geh lee lin, quiet girl like jia yan, taking good care of us geh ru fang... and of cause joe yee and yo earn... we spent most of our time gossiping and also talk about our relationship with the other half... you know what dude, we laugh till yo earn receive a message about " can you guys lower your voice?we need to sleep now" from one of the manjung players...it's so funny at that moment.. and for the last day we non stop capture picture with other district players and also among ourselves... we even won second in the competition... i saw alot of handsome guys/girls, and also some geeks...haha... really miss the moment at there... hope that i have the chance to have the experience again... hilir perak basketball PLAYERS ROCKS babe!!!!

Lee Hom's Concert

2009-05-02T17:36:00.000-07:00

i went to lee hom's concert yesterday...haha.. the concert is damn
freaking cool and high...i sit not really far and i can still see lee hom la...just behind the vvip a few rows... lee hom really very leng chai le... imagine how famous is he to have 25000 fans at the Bukit Jalil Stadium...before i start i wanna wish lee hom happy belated birthday.. yesterday is his birthday... haha...there is 2 parts that make me stunned.. first part is how can 4 lee hom at the stage.. two lee hom playing guitar one play drum and one sing... 4 of them have the same face... is WANG LEE HOM...whoa...and another part is he disappear at the stage and within 5 seconds he's at the middle of the fans already.. is only 5 seconds man.. how can he do that.. OMG lee hom is so cool...i never regret to go to his concert at all dude.. haha...then he had a guitar that have a design of the dragon... this guitar use three months time to complete it.. quite special and is the only one...i even buy his T-shirt.. not bad la...quite nice le... but give my mum grumble cause quite expensive la.. haha...all these photo i curi curi snap geh... so might a bit blur o...hehe...i love his songs and his new identity.. MUSIC MAN...haha... you rocks LEE HOM!!!

My New Bbl Shoe!!

2009-05-02T01:33:00.000-07:00

Today i go to Mid Valley with my kor kor to get a new bbl shoe.. i'm so damn excited to get a new shoe but yet the prob is my old shoe i wore for only half a year.. sometimes i think i'm kinda waste money geh... haha.. but never mind la... also buy dy ma..ok.. back to the story.. i with my kor walked the whole Mid Valley shops that got sell bbl shoes... we go Royal Sporting House, Why Pay More, Studis R, Nike shop, Adidas shop,Reebok shop and even go to The Gardens but yet there's not even a pair of shoe which suit me le... when i like any shoe sure no my size geh... the smallest only size 7 but mine is 6.. i even go to the kids shoe to but the biggest size geh shoe manatau the shoes all not nice geh... i feel like telling the worker at the shop there"is there any shoe that got size 6?i dun care bout the design first" lastly i just buy this shoe lo.. this shoe is size 7 but i just buy la.. not very lose nia ma.. hehe... but hor when u see i wear is like the mcd's shoe like that geh.. haha... nice bo?? expensive le... Rm269 ar... over my mum's budget limit.. haha..later at night i'm going lee hom's concert.. haha.. so excited...he sure call me go up the stage and together sing with him geh.. haha... mimpi la me...